Condolence: I miss you more and more as the days go along without you here on this earth that you made so bright and beautiful you made this place worth living on worth building a family of my own the way you kept our family together no matter how many negative things come your way you always have an answer and I hear your advice loud and clear now..I'm kicking my self in the butt that I didn't do what you been telling me to do since I was a teenager you are the world's greatest loving caring women and your hole soul says work hard and love harder you would smack the behind of the negative comments being thrown at someone you were the only one who really had **myback** growing up you seem what I put my parents threw but you also seen what I been threw growing up being bullied by my own parents mostly mom but honestly grandma I know you would be proud of me now I forgave and let go of how I treated and been treated all I want is my family back and since you left us to go be with God and jesus and your probably planting your garden in a field made of gold and potatos well I se your garden as gold but we all know it will be full of potatoes onion carets cabbage and bean sprouts and cucumbers and tomatoes just like on the farm you always made sure the family was full and smiling leaving your place after a family dinner you always seen the good in everyone and you believed in me was the most impactful part of loosing you you never gave up and darn am I mad at God for taking you to soon away from us I feel like a failure because you never got to see my full potential live in color but I know your looking down on us and definitely not looking down in the bad way but watching over us and I'm embarrassed that you had to see the horrible situations I put my self threw in my journey on this earth but I promise I am taking a new road in life and building a family just like you did for dad grandma I welcomed with loving arms my 2 step children whos father was not and will not be ready to love these 2 little boys Jason 2 and half years old and Jason 3 years old with as much love and caring i have and will continue giving them and a goal to make sure they have a caring loving family and life ahead of them rich or poor they will always be rich with mine and amanda my spouse love if I learned anything is my life it was when you were brightening this world with your loving caring presence and I learned how to not give up always listen and work hard and love even harder keep your family together as best as you could and lord darn well knows that was a loosing battle with 1 big know it all big mouth yappy *** negative mother of mine and that's where I get my negative anger problems from lol and some how some way you always let go of the negative forgive and move towards hopeful positive visits from us I know you know that I thought every one thought of me as a know it all big yappy child who can't take go for an answer but unfortunately acting out and attention seeking came from going into defense mode while at a young age because you are literally hearing your role model your suppose to be loving caring mother like threw the teeth to get me in trouble by my father cause she didn't like my attitude and my do not back down attitude...I'm sorry grandma for slapping the same subject over and over again there's just so much I wish I could talk to you so bad I wish you were hear for the amazing times only your beautiful loving souls does not deserve no harm no negative anger outburst no drug influenced choices you don't deserve to watch your.family fall apart when you left us money became priority and influenced arguments between siblings that caused for communication come to a complete stop and my huge self esteem and self confidence problems I made the choice to being an addict and made a wrong complete bumm selfish action I went from lowest of the low to getting my head on straight and focusing my anger and energy towards being positive and work hard and love harder I promise I will do my best not to let you down anymore grandma I'm actually going back to school to get my certificate tickets for masionary bricklayers so I can have a career a darn good trade that I will be proud of while riding my 2 amazing kids grandma I know you already know I stopped by hill street tonight with the boys sleeping in the back and amanda drove me to you please don't be sad or disappointed I didn't walk threw thoughts gates and come find you but I am so scared you mad at me or disappointed in me for what I pulled I know dad completely gave up on me and I never thought that was possible but without you here I ended up loosing complete control of my life and all of a sudden no one had passions and unconditional love for each other we all went in our own direction me and nick ended.up on the same rough bumpy path but we both over came out pains our sins I accepted jesus in my heart as my savior and lord and I know when I eventually have to come be with you and grandpa art and your parents and all of our family your with it's going to be just like the family dinners at the farm full of love and caring feelings probably planting the day on cloud 9 with a big roasted wild Turkey from the driveway lol grandma yes I can't wait to be back in your loving caring arms but also I'm scared to leave this family I am building here on earth today until the end.of time.i will make sure your love and caring heart will live on and on and on and on and on and my blood or adopted or stepchildren will all reseve the same full hearted love from me and I won't give up ever I will always fight to make sure they get more then doable in life and no matter what will be loved and cared for the opposite what I got exactly what I wish I had I wish you raised me fulltime but I accept and love and miss and I am happy for every minute I had with you in my life because if I didn't I would never of made it as far as I have today and that's not to far I know but it's a working progress that I will not give up on I love you hannah Sophia farrow until the day we se eachother again I will miss and love you like crazy please watch over our family and I already know your trying your hardest to guide us.in that right direction of work hard and love harder and we all are stubborn but we will fallow I promise I love you grandma and I miss your baked sweets **a little to blame for my big self now days joking love you to the end of time and back may you rest in sweet sweet paradise above us with your lord and savior and God him self just like you deserve

Condolence: Dear Will and Kelly and families, I'm so very sorry to hear of your Mom's passing. I have many, many wonderful memories of your mom. Thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Jen

Condolence: Our deepest sympathies to Kelly and her family.
We are all thinking of you.

The guys at the restaurant,

Dave, Reg, Andy, Al, Bill and Al